Thank you God! Thank you! I can't stop crying! *pics*
I found pictures!! On this stupid stupid site I used to go on all the time before Myspace even came around - holy shit! I can't stop crying tears of fucking happiness!!!! I am over the moon!!
Pictures!! Hundreds, I thought I would never see again, they just brought him alive to me again, they just brought him to me. I have something to hold onto now! My God I couldn't be more... in heaven right now... I had to tell someone, sorry this is a ramble!
Truly this is a blessing, the biggest one I have been in my life. I just can't believe it, some are pictures I don't even freaking remember, years worth!
Here are some!!
Our first date, the only picture I found of it but oh well! Amazed I have this one now!
he was messing with the webcam while i was getting dressed haha.
and these ones below are when we literally FIRST got together. So these are my most beloved photos of them all.
Him and his parents, which I honestly don't believe anyone has many pictures of at all.
our first christmas together
God I miss him... so much. ... I literally think I will sleep peacefully tonight. I have been having nightmares since he has died literally... I am breathing good right now, I will sleep ok tonight. Thank yiou God almightyl.
I know this post is already long because of all the pictures but I saw it was featured and now everyone is reading it, lol, so I wanted to just add an edit - this is my sons' father. Last September, when he was 28 - he commited suicide. I have just found all these pictures of him plus many, many many more. Just on and old site I used to use. I stumbled into them last night and was just bawling forever looking through them, never thoguht I would see them again - half of them I never even remembered taking! It's a blessing in my life right now, I can't get him back but now I have all these memories back in focus, it's ablessing.
Thank you all!