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Thank you God! Thank you! I can't stop crying! *pics*

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I found pictures!! On this stupid stupid site I used to go on all the time before Myspace even came around - holy shit! I can't stop crying tears of fucking happiness!!!! I am over the moon!!

Pictures!! Hundreds, I thought I would never see again, they just brought him alive to me again, they just brought him to me. I have something to hold onto now! My God I couldn't be more... in heaven right now... I had to tell someone, sorry this is a ramble! 

Truly this is a blessing, the biggest one I have been in my life. I just can't believe it, some are pictures I don't even freaking remember, years worth!

Here are some!!

Our first date, the only picture I found of it but oh well! Amazed I have this one now!

he was messing with the webcam while i was getting dressed haha.

and these ones below are when we literally FIRST got together. So these are my most beloved photos of them all.

Him and his parents, which I honestly don't believe anyone has many pictures of at all. 

our first christmas together

God I miss him... so much. ... I literally think I will sleep peacefully tonight. I have been having nightmares since he has died literally... I am breathing good right now, I will sleep ok tonight. Thank yiou God almightyl.



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I know this post is already long because of all the pictures but I saw it was featured and now everyone is reading it, lol, so I wanted to just add an edit - this is my sons' father. Last September, when he was 28 - he commited suicide. I have just found all these pictures of him plus many, many many more. Just on and old site I used to use. I stumbled into them last night and was just bawling forever looking through them, never thoguht I would see them again - half of them I never even remembered taking! It's a blessing in my life right now, I can't get him back but now I have all these memories back in focus, it's  ablessing.

Thank you all!


by on May. 9, 2012 at 12:13 AM
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PinkyPan
by on May. 9, 2012 at 6:47 AM

I am so happy for you. 

avajeansmomma
by on May. 9, 2012 at 6:50 AM

Aww! I am happy you found them :)

godsgirl26
by ♥Char2theMaine♥ on May. 9, 2012 at 6:55 AM
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So happy for u :) pictures are priceless (( hugs))
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angelhart3
by on May. 9, 2012 at 9:28 AM

BEAUTIFUL!!!!! CONGRATS!!!!!angel

GraceHudson
by on May. 9, 2012 at 9:30 AM
awesome


3xangel
by Ruby Member on May. 9, 2012 at 9:31 AM
I'm so happy that you found them! What happened to him? You guys look so young in the pics.
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princessputter
by on May. 9, 2012 at 9:32 AM

Im soo happy for you... his smile is infectious..

Susan262
by on May. 9, 2012 at 9:32 AM

Very cool, I am happy for you.

berlgirl1224
by Gold Member on May. 9, 2012 at 9:34 AM
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My husband just lost his father. He has been going through tons of pictures. It really does bring back pieces of a loved one when you have those pics. Glad you found yours.
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rpowers12
by on May. 9, 2012 at 9:39 AM

Aw I am glad this brought you peace and a sense of closure. May God bless you

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