Everyone (most of you) here knows I am in the middle of trying to get my son back completely.
I have to pay 275/mo in child support. I have every intention of paying it until I get him back. This is not a matter of me not wanting to pay it.
My issue is, if I don't have the money in by the first of June, I will have a warrant. I got a job, and haven't started yet (I have to do orientation and stuff) and IDK when I'll get paid. I don't know if I'll have the whole amount by the first. If I go to jail, I face losing my younger son, too, and I would just die if I lost him.
I'm just sick of having to panic no matter what good things happen to me. There is always something I have to worry about (I know it's about being a mom, but there is a difference between not paying your light bill or being late on it, than not paying CS, because I face jail time).
Update: After getting back from my meeting with my boss, I will get my first check on the 26th, I think... or two wendesdays from now. Either way, I'll have some, maybe not all though. I'll take it one day at a time, and I'll be working by wednesday of next week... hopefully my hours add up.
Thanks everyone for the support. :)