It is so one of those days. I seriously am at the end of my rope. I feel like crying. I'm so tired of struggling to get out of bed. Hurting to walk. Ugh. I can't go 5 steps before having horrid pain shooting up and down my legs. I'm so disgusted :( I still have to get one more test done before i'll know of my first surgery date. Ugh. I just cannot take it -_- and to top things off my therapist left the office so now I can't be seen until next month. I really need to talk and vent... The walls are caving in again. I'm so lonely and tired of being alone. But even then when I go to my moms I have to be extremely careful. The smallest things can lead to excruciating pain and it takes nothing to give me out. FML seriously..