A little back story. I am 20 my
Husband is 24. And in the army. I met him through my sisters now ex husband they were best friends in the army. My husband is from ga and I'm from tn. Well I got pregnant when I was 17 almost 18 and we got married. I knew I had strong feelings for him! I was falling for him. He had told me before we got married that if I was not preg then we wouldn't be getting married so I said were not bit we did. And things have been pretty shitty for over a year. Pretty much our whole marriage. I'm always getting called lazy and that I'm a horrible wife. Idk what to do.
I just want him to be able to talk to
Me about anything/everything and I want him to want to just give me a hug or a kiss every so often and he says well I try to remember. That just hurts me knowing that it is so hard for him to remember to hug his wife. I have told him that the only reason were married is becuSe of the kids and he says do you not ever think we're marries because we love each other? And well I do love him and not just because the kids but i really don't think he feels the same wether he realizes it or not. Sorry for the ramble and sorry of things are out of line and confusing. :(
Edit: my house is not dirty nor really
Messy I cook dinner and clean clothes and my house is clean. It's not perfect to his standards so he gets possed. So like I said I'm trying but I can't do everything so perfectly I'm not freaking wonder woman!!!