I am going crazy because I have NO money of my own but it's just NOT possible. We live an hour away from the closest family so that is not possible plus everyone works, DH leaves here at 4am and sometimes does not make it home until 9 pm (usually 6 ish but no guarantee). I feel so worthless at times. I just want to make money and help. I also would like to have a few dollars a week to spend on myself! I hate this! I just want to cry so bad. DH does not get why this bothers me. I NEED some adult interaction, I NEED a life, I NEED to stop feeling like a burden and SO MUCH ELSE!
EDIT I also have a crap load of health issues that make it hard to work. There was one time I was sent to the er every day for 3 weeks due to migranes so bad I became disorinted and puking everywhere.