Little backstory: My moms been battling ovarian cancer for over a year now and has been losing the fight....
Last night i sat in the hospital with my mom for a couple hours until my aunt and uncle came because i had to go pick up my son she was awake and talking and was saying she was having trouble breathing ( there has been fluid building up in her lungs) and she wanted a breathing treatment the nurse was going to get the medicine as i was leaving i told her i loved her and that i would be back tomorrow and said goodbye my aunts house is only 10 15 minutes away and i had just gotten home and sat down to eat diner and was on the phone with my husband just as i hung up my aunt got a call and all i heard was her yell "SHES gone!?!?!?" i thought she meant she got up and left....then my aunt from the hospital called me and said we needed to get back....my aunt drove like a demon and got us back
When we got there we had no warning she was gone....they were cleaning her up....they didnt even have the decency to close her eyes....the head nurse that was in charge of mom had the gall to tell my aunt that she had a suspicion that it was going to be today I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ANGRY in my life if they had an idea that she was going why didnt they tell anyone?!?!?!? i would have had enough time to go get my sister who lives an hour away so she could say goodbye. I snapped at the nurse and had a screaming match in the hall with her (i know...chilish but i was angry) i was standing in the hall and i could hear the nurse standing at the nurses station bitching about what just happened to the other nurses so friggin disrespectful and so unprofessional
sorry thats just my rant for the day