I knew that everything was seeming a bit out of control since the baby was born, I knew I wasn't as able to control my feelings, or that I didn't have the energy to play with my kids. I knew I was short tempered and I felt really bad about it. I feel like I'm failing as a mother. I feel like I'mm not doing what I should be. I have post pardom depression. I'm scared of how the medicine I was given will affect me. I feel like I'm some crazy person. Can someone please give me a little encouragement. Let me know its gonna be ok. let me know that I'm not the only one that deals with this. I know I'm not, but right now I feel really alone!