Df accused me of cheating cuz i wanted to shower during the day
I was itching really bad and it wouldnt stop.We have bedbugs and fleas(weve had apt professionally sprayed twice and spent $500 to have it done but it didnt work so were stuck with em til our lease is up May 2013) Figured a shower would make it stop so instead of telling df i was taking a shower i made the mistake of asking. He said if i wanted a shower i have to send sexy pics after i get out. Well i just wanted to stop itching and after arguing with him about the pics it calmed and hardly itched. Well when he got home that night he said i had to be hiding something cuz i never shower during the day always at night with him. he said i must of just fucked somebody and i wanted to wash the smell off. I dont know anybody here but his family for 1 and 2 dd was home and i would never do that in front of her! I'm gettin tired of him accusing me of stuff and thats part of the reason i left the first time. And hes starting to do it again and hes like i could go find a woman 10x better than you and im like well go do it and he turns it on me and is like why, cuz u dont love me anymore? or some bs like that. i liked it a hell of alot better at my moms. I was free and could do anything i wanted. Here with df i have to ask to do anything except pee. but to eat or shower or use comp i have to ask. i dont like it here but im trying to make it work cuz i really do love him. weve been together 2 years.