Rereading my last few posts, I realized how hateful and bitter I've become. That's not me at all. I'm slowly turning into my mom and I CAN'T let that happen! I refuse to be like her!
I can't keep thinking of myself as a failure. I've survived far too much to give up now. I have so many problems that it seemed impossible to overcome them. I just need to start with the small stuff and work my way up.
Allow me to sincerely apologize to anyone I've hurt. I'll try to be better...no wait...not try...I WILL be better.