Don't get me wrong. I love my two boys very much. I work and go to school with them in my mind. I want better for them. But I get so overwhelmed that I just want to run away. My first DS father and I broke up almost four years ago and he stays with his dad a few days. My 9 month old DS father works a lot. And when he's home, he's on his computer or whatever. I am home all day with the kids, I have no family and my only friend lives 2 hours from me. I feel so alone. My days all run together because its always the same. I miss the days when I lived for myself. When I could have time for me. I could never leave my kids and not be there for them, but I think if I could go back... I would have such a different life. Is this normal? Am I a horrible person?
on Oct. 9, 2012 at 3:11 PM