I feel like I'm being crushed. I'm sweating like crazy. I can't even eat plain pasta without wanting to throw up. My eyes are sunken in. My cheekbones are jutting out. I look like I've lost 20 pounds in a single day. I'm shaking so badly I can barely type. I've had too much to deal with and the stress is causing my body to start shutting down. My doc keeps telling me to reduce my stress level, but every time I start to, even more gets thrown on me.
Mentally I still want to keep going, keep fighting, but physically I've run out of strength. It's a struggle just to stand up.
I love DD more than anything, but I need a vacation. The stress is literally killing me.