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It's hitting me hard tonight....

Posted by on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:46 PM
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DD has been fighting a cold for over a week now. She seems to be getting better, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm going to lose her soon. Tonight it just got so overwhelming that while doing dishes, I had to stop, kneel down, and just cry. She's been asleep for the past hour, and every time I look at her, the feeling that I'm going to lose her soon get's overwhelming again and I start to cry. I hate thinking like this, but I just can't shake that gut feeling. 

I'm not ready to lose her yet. I don't even know if I want her to be buried or cremated. With her condition, her death is inevitable, but I'm not ready yet. I don't think I ever will be. Why my baby? I've already lost two. Why do I have to lose a third?

by on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:46 PM
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glynch
by Member on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:48 PM
I don't even know what to say. Other than I'll keep you in my prayers. Hugs
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lovinglife0682
by on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:49 PM
I am so so sorry.
cutebaby06
by Monica on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:49 PM
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Guess I'm missing somwthing, why would you miss her just because she's got a cold?

twolilgirls712
by on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:50 PM
Im so sorry:( prayers sent
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AM-BRAT
by Gold Member on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:50 PM
Idk what I'd do with my child's body either.

I'm so sorry for what you're going through.
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skittlebeans88
by Traci on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:51 PM
I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I can't even imagine the pain you must feel everyday. Stay strong for that beautiful little girl of yours momma.
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charliebean
by Ruby Member on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:51 PM
She has a disease that's fatal.

Quoting cutebaby06:

Guess I'm missing somwthing, why would you miss her just because she's got a cold?

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AM-BRAT
by Gold Member on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:51 PM
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Maybe you should read the whole thing. :/


Quoting cutebaby06:

Guess I'm missing somwthing, why would you miss her just because she's got a cold?


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Ashley_Carlson
by on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:51 PM
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She has a severe degenerative neurological disorder called Pontocerebellar Hypoplasia.

Quoting cutebaby06:

Guess I'm missing somwthing, why would you miss her just because she's got a cold?


cutebaby06
by Monica on Nov. 16, 2012 at 8:53 PM

Oh ok, now I understand, thank you for explaing, and I'm terribly sorry.

Quoting Ashley_Carlson:

She has a severe degenerative neurological disorder called Pontocerebellar Hypoplasia.

Quoting cutebaby06:

Guess I'm missing somwthing, why would you miss her just because she's got a cold?



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