I know most of you know about my husband situation. Last night I had to work so I had to come back to town. I left my son with family so I could go to work. Well after work I went out for drinks with a co worker which I should I known was a bad idea since I still have so much bottled up. Well after having about 4 drinks (I am a light weight), I had her drive me home. I knew my husband would be there but I couldn't stay with anyone else and I didn't want to ask a co worker to stay with them. Well I was planning on sleeping on the couch. He decided to come out of our room and try to talk to me. Well I don't know why I did it but I had sex with him. Right after we were done he says (I don't remember this) I asked him if it was better than Lindsey, and if she was worth loosing me and she could never love him like I do. I know I ended up sleeping the rest of the night in my sons room with the door locked. I just feel like complete shit today.
on Jan. 28, 2013 at 12:41 PM