I cant get over the guilt and sadness about my mom. *Update 2-24. She blocked me*
She was supposed to stay with me for a week because I just had a baby. We bought her a plane ticket to come here. She was throwing fits and acting childish when she was in our home. She had her good moments but also bad moments. I felt like she wasn't really interested in spending time with her grandchildren. I finally had enough and couldn't control myself and told her she is a difficult person and selfish. I even told her I wish she would leave early. Well, she did leave our house early. I tried to convince her not to leave and even apologized to her. She was not interested at all in anything I had to say. I called her several times after she left and she wont answer the phone. I even texted her to come back to our house and dont go to a hotel. She responded by saying "No, definitely not".
She was acting really rude at our house but I feel so sad that I couldn't control myself and she ended up leaving. Sometimes I think I shouldve just sucked it up rather than speak out. Why cant I have a healthy relationship with my mom? I feel guilty and sad
I went onto Facebook today and realized that my mom not only unfriended me, but she BLOCKED me from Facebook. This was the only way for her to see pictures of her grandchildren. She and my sister go into an argument 2 months ago and they still aren't talking. But she never unfriended her from Facebook. So why just me? and why take the extra step to block me?
So she is not speaking with both of her daughters (me and my sister) and she blocked me from Facebook.