my best friend in HS gave her to me at 6 weeks old. he brought her home on his dirt bike in the pouring down rain. she's been the best and sweetest dog. she's seen me through 3 pregnancies. even woke me up several minutes before my water broke with my oldest, followed me into the bathroom and then went running down the hall to get my boyfriend (at the time) and alert him something was wrong. she's always been very protective over me, especially pregnant then after the babies arrived. i just hope she lasts until this last baby arrives. i don't want to be forced with the decision to put her down although the surgeon said he was afraid we would be faced with that relatively soon. i'd rather her just go to sleep and never wake up or while i'm asleep. i'm just heartbroken and shattered into a million pieces! she's been a part of my life and family for 13 years. i've had her since high school, taken her pretty much everywhere i've went. even to sonic for ice cream. she used to get mad at me if she didn't get her ice cream too. i mean turn around in the seat and not look at me, wouldn't even eat a french fry until she got her ice cream!! i'd have to call back in and tell them "well she's mad at me" and they'd laugh saying they'd have it right out.
me & my sweet girl at lunch today. it was really hard to smile :'(