Has medicated me. First was my live affair with Xanax
It made me feel normal for a while. It wasn't long before I
Need a higher dose. I got up to the highest level of it.
Soon I was needing more and more. I went to one of my
Drs and he cut me off! Didn't ween me off. I was a mess!
After all it was the DRS wo put me on rxs instead of giving
Me alterial ways to deal without meds! I was on Xanax ambian,
Zoloft, trazadone and so many others! I had NEVER taken
Meds iny life until after my radical hysterectomy! I was carefree
and worked and married and raisingy last child ! Everything
changed. List ally friends because I always felt weird and
developed agoraphobia as well! I couldn't function always
Believing I was losing my mind. This is my first post so I
will continue my story later. By the way I'm still
Out of work and can't get on disability! Does anyone have
any suggestions re disability and mental illness ?
Thanks for listening and even if nobody reads this I
Feel better just having a place to talk about my
Problems. I got remarried 6 yrs ago and now he
Throws it up in my face all the time is very verbally
Abusive. I need out of this marriage biut my phobias
keep me from leaving & cash.