So my husband and I are both active duty, and we deployed together once and were in 30 mins away from each other but was never safe to see one another. even though i thought i could be in the same deployment cycle with him it actually created alot of unresolved issues. we completed the deployment and now have a 2 month old, and I have never felt so alone in my life. he has completly changed as a person, dont get me wrong he loves his daughter and would die for her, as would I. But my husband doesnt even see me the same anymore, when i dress up he doesnt notice me. in this year alone he only took me out just twice other then when my mother visited. he gets his uniforms cleaned and pressed by me, i cook and clean and take care of baby and have a full time job just like him. he started this new hobby on Xbox never played it before untill resently and he could play from the time he gets off to the time he goes to sleep. i cant even remember the last time my husband tried to touch me since i got pregnant. we dont have any money problem. sometimes i wonder if he is cheated and i know i would be gone the next day. I dont know what to do. is it something I'am doing wrong? or I'am be to emotional? i feel like im a wreck but i can never show it in uniform which is what im in 17 hours of the day the rest is with my daughter.
pls help im tired and out of options