I choose adoption because me and my ex do NOT get along I wanted better for my baby.. when I picked adoption I got matched right away based on the fact that the baby is biracial (black/Irish)..
I like the family a lot they are very nice but way to umm "fast" I guess contacting me daily and getting nervous when I do not reply when they want me to, constantly asking me questions because they are insecure, as if they think I have ran off with their baby.
They also call my son their baby and it just is and was alittle too much too soon I feel terrible because I know they really want this baby and I wish them the best.. there is not that many mixed race AP's ( adoptive parents) with my agency and not that many biracial babies with the agency ..they have let me know this time and time again -_-
My AP's have emailed 3 times since I told the agency I was backing out I am very uncomfortable and if im going to give my baby up I need to be 100% sure on the parents ..these two just scared me off alittle they also had demands =/
They are mad with me which is heartbreaking since they were nice to me,good people but to blame me and try and make me feel bad when to be honest the failed match is their fault just feel terrible and wish I had people to talk that have gone through this :(