Maybe its because I'm 45 now, or maybe I've always been the type to sink into deep thought, but lately, I've been wondering what impact I'm making in my life. Am I a good mom? My kids love me, but having two young, very hyper kids, one with ADHD for sure, I often question if I handle things in the best way. Am I a good wife? Ha. The husband surely would have to contend with that one. I know I don't pay nearly as much attention to him as he would like or that I used to years ago before kids. Even longer ago since six good years of our marriage were frought with fertility issues. Things tend to wain during emotional upset. Am I a good citizen? I'd like to think so. I try to smile and be courteous to others. We donate to charity, when we can, even though sometimes I feel like we are the charity! Am I a good friend? Since I became a stay-home-mom four years ago, my identity has seemed to disappear. When I was working, I felt like a tiny piece of the world was my niche. Now, I feel lost. I don't seem to be able to fit in with the other moms of kids the same age as mine. They all are at least ten years younger, much more techno savvy than I ever want to be, and I feel old-fashioned, and just, well, old. So I wonder, what would my stone say? Does anyone know me anymore? Do I?