I am a mom of two three year old's. a boy and a girl. i am having the hardest time finding joy in being a mom right now. i don't enjoy my children. is this a normal thing. or do i need help? yes these are my first children and I'm not going to lie. having twins is hard. i do love them so much. and i worry that because of not being able to be positive very much i am damaging them. i see other moms on net works like fb who seem to talk about how much they love their kids and post funny little blurbs they say all of the time......... how do i find joy again?