so I couldnt sleep.. ds2 was waking up a lot tonight & I had a long day too coudlnt unwind.. so im up like 3 am.. so i decide to look on youtube. 1st im looking at how to's and funny vids just to entertain & relax myself & somehow idk i ended up on the darkside of youtube.. i watched llike any dark disturbing event possible and felt drawn to.. the space shuttle explosion ( challenger) i cried it was sad to se again.. then 9/11 really sick vids & calls.. now im even more haunted & feel sick from it all..
wth is wrong with me?? has anyone done this before? why would anyone do this idk & im annoyed i did it myself.. i feel craxy for even wanting to see it =/
needless to say.. im not relaxed to sleep now..