I was raised as a fearful Christian.
Logic and nature has me questioning MY foundation - organized religion.
Yes, I believe there is a supreme being. When I hear my children's laughter, feel the power of a silent snowfall, or capture the elegance of the nature around me, I am confident that yes, there must be a God.
Nature, biology, and logic... That's easy! It's tangible and easy to understand.
The Christian faith, not so much.
Dare I veer from the only thing I've ever known to discover something that suits me better? I'm scared to death, that IF there is a Heaven/Hell, that I run the risk of losing out.
On the contrary, organized religion seems like an illusion. There's a small voice in the recesses of my soul that whispers 'it's bullshit.'
Again, I don't need to be "saved."
I just want to know that I'm not alone with these confusing thoughts.
Is this Paganism? Agnosticism?
So dang confused,