I got married March 2013 but have been with my husband almost 5years. Within the first year we knew we wanted to have a baby. I have always wanted to be a mother and my husband feels the same about being a father. It was an easy decision when we decided to start trying but we had no idea the toll it would take on our relationship. I feel like I am not worthy and that is why we haven't conceived. Am I being punished? I had a very difficult childhood and before I met my husband I made a lot of bad decisions. But I have changed, grown in my beliefs. I don't know what to do...I subconsciously put a wedge between my husband and I.
on Nov. 19, 2013 at 2:07 AM