But mostly I feel a huge burden of guilt. I have two children already, she has none. Why her? God knows I do not wish it upon myself what so ever but I just feel so bad for her. I am also so worried about my baby now. I've had no major issues besides gestational diabetes with any of my pregnancies but I still can't help but to worry constantly about my baby now. Doesn't help that I'm only 18 weeks and I don't feel a ton of movement yet, just a few flutters a day.
I know she will make it through this, she is strong. I just needed to get that off my chest. God bless all of you that have been through the same thing it is life changing!