totally lost and just want conversation

[deenicole]

Just want to chat. Feeling lost and confused and scared of the future.

[MandaMom23]

 hello & welcome, whats up?

[lucky2Beeme]

hi mama whats goin on ?

[1frog]

 If you feel like telling us more maybe we can help.

[Ritko20]

Me too

[starreyedcutie]

Chat away. Whats going on?

[deenicole]

Thank u v much moms. Ive tried with my bf to get him to talk, to play with our 1 yr old son and I, ive asked him to go places and he does nothing with us but yet because he does have 2 other kids from 2 other moms, he will go places w them. Esp yis 7 yr old daughter who is his world. I mean this has been since new yrs
That we have not done a thing.
Anyway I know its time to move on I just am sooooo scared of losing my son. He will be 2 in may yet I also know that I want a man who wants me back.

[xTrisketx]

Why would you lose your son?!?

Quoting deenicole: Thank u v much moms. Ive tried with my bf to get him to talk, to play with our 1 yr old son and I, ive asked him to go places and he does nothing with us but yet because he does have 2 other kids from 2 other moms, he will go places w them. Esp yis 7 yr old daughter who is his world. I mean this has been since new yrs
That we have not done a thing.
Anyway I know its time to move on I just am sooooo scared of losing my son. He will be 2 in may yet I also know that I want a man who wants me back.

[little.worthen]

hi! what do you wanna talk about?

[deenicole]

I would lose time with him. Hes only 1. I dont want to miss anything in his life. And im extremely nervous that my bf would bring my son to his sisters house and I hate the way she talks to her kids and her nieces and nephews.
Thinking of not being w my son makes me sick to my stomach. Ive waited forever to have a child and I cant just imagine not being with him.
I want to try all I can w my bf but its so hard bc we never talk anymore.

[jas_momof2]

Why would you lose time?