I have a secret life. Not really what you may be thinking. When in public I do everything possible to make the public eye think my little family is as happy as can be. But when I get home I have the reality that I am in an abusive relationship. :( this is the first time I have ever said anything. Yesterday he threatened to take my newborn and was telling our 3yr old that he doesn't love him and he is taking the baby. My son was blocking the door in fear. He them struck me hard across my face while I was changing the new baby. A little after ,I don't know how but he had me laying on my back across the arm of the couch holding me down ,twisting one arm over the back and the other down the front all the while him saying I'm not stronger that him. While I was trying to get out of his strong hold he managed to squeeze the right side of my face with either his arm or elbow,I could not tell , that pain was solo bad I literately screamed ,it was worse than giving birth without pain meds and I have done that. I can't leave because he has threatened my family and me and I know he will do it. The reason I am writing this is because going thru the pain now of my massive headache and arm and neck pain makes me horribly sad and feel like I am truly a shift mother by being around this man who would do that.. I feel I have no way out!!
on Jul. 19, 2014 at 4:26 PM