I'm having a really tough time right now and I'm not really sure what to do. I've been married for 4 and a half years but separated for a year and a half. My husband and I have a (soon to be) 4 yr old son. We have not been working toward reconciliation of our marriage but we have a good co parenting relationship. We both date other people. I haven't seriously dated anyone since the separation but I've had a few not so serious relationships. Recently, I've started to "date" a guy at work who I met back in Feb. Things are very casual between us and we are more friends than anything else. Anyway, much to my dismay, I recently found out that I am pregnant with his child and I don't know what to do. I'm about 9 weeks now and he still doesn't know. I know that I don't want to keep the baby because I am in no position (financially or emotionally) to have another child. But I don't feel good about getting an abortion and I definitely don't want to carry the child and put him/her up for adoption. My issues with this situation:
1. I can't emotionally handle an abortion nor do I have the $$ for it right now
2. I DO NOT want to continue to carry the child
3. I don't want to tell the guy but I feel guilty about not telling him
I'm so stressed out right now :-( Any advice that you guys can give would be very helpful.