Hi all, I havent' been on here for a while pretty busy with kids and all.
But I am have a really hard time right now. A lil background, I been with my husband for 8 yrs married for 3. We have 2 kids and I have a son from a previous relationship. My daughter is a special needs child and I need to do everything for her from feeding to changing diaper and bathing etc. My youngest is going to be 3 and has been hell for the last 2yrs. Into everything and just won't stop. my husband and I NEVER GO ANYWHER WITHOUT THE KIDS!!! I mean no where. I live about 1hr from my mom and his family that lives her I don't trust with my kids, his mom is a alcoholic and his sister is in her own world. She never even calls to check on them or anything. We have been down this road over and over that I'm tired, that's not the only thing, it just keeps going I don't have any friends here that I can count on, all I do day in and day out it take care of my kids (SAHM), I cook, clean laundry, doctors appt, and finding help for my daughter all falls on me and never mind a sex life what's that, I know his job is dangers and it takes alot of his time, but when do I get my time, for anything, it's just getting worse as the years go by that I feel like I am losing myself. We've talk about it and it always ends the same why with nothing solved, he goes out to drink with his friends after work or meet his brother for drinks or hell he's gone bike riding with him the last couple of day, and yes he took the 3yr old so I stayed behind to clean and take care of my dd. Maybe I'm just overreacting but I can't take much more I need some kind of change in my life and I don't see it happening. He says he want change to but nothing happens. Please ladies don't bash me I just need to vent and hopefully someone has something nice to say.