So, I have been so angry at the father of mt son, mostly cause a month after our son was born he got married to another woman. The father and I were never together. I want to get over my anger and be OK with how things are, Afterall, I have the most beatuiful son in the world. I love him with all my herat! How do I come to terams with how things are? how do I put my feelings aside and be OK with my son going to 'their' house? I turly want what is best for my son, I want him to know his father. I don't know what I am afarid of with him seeing our son ( he is in CA and i am in MO so he has not seen our son in 3 months)
he gave up his rights to a daughter he had 3 years ago, and now he is telling me he wants to do the right thing with our son! I think he should start with his daughter and then his son.
my life feels like it should be on Spriger sometimes! how do I relax????
I pray that God will help me but so far I feel alone