im actually nervous about this. i still love the father of my child he is trying to sort his problems out... he has alot... he even has to find out does he love me anymore. so im waiting and will be for a long time to come. hopefully theerapy will help him. he has his first weekend with our baby this weekend and im missing them both and feel weird not doing my mommy duties, hopefully ill chill out tonight and enjoy the break as last night i made myself sick with worry. i dont plan on meeting anyone im a one guy girl and in my mind my man is the father of my child i love him wholesouled. but im looking forward to socialising and hopefully not worring about all the drama splittibg up 2 weeks ago has brought on me financvially and worring about the possibility of possibly losing the love of my life and co-parenting.
Anyone out there have faith in true love? hopefully he does...
on Oct. 20, 2007 at 3:21 PM