so i have struggled with being over weight my whole life. And when I was pregnant I gained more weight and I have not quite lost it all yet. and well my sons father was drunk the other night and decided to call me in the middle of the night and tell me i am a fat b***h and that i don't do anything with my life and i am lazy. when i was pregnant i was in the process of earning my B.S. and obviously had to take a break to have my son. caleb was still too young for me to return to school fall quater so my family and i decided that it would best for me to return to school in jan. for winter quarter. so of course he had a whole lot more to say about how awful i am and this lasted from about 3AM-11AM. This also was not the first time he has used the same harsh words against me. well tonight he sent me an apology saying that he was hurt that i didn't want to be with him and well he felt like he needed to hurt me back. and he knows it was wrong and he shouldn't have said such things and that he thinks i am a great mom and a great person in general. now i know the whole fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me... well i think we are past twice..... he says he is trying to make changes in his life like drinking less and what not.... but do people ever really change?
on Oct. 28, 2007 at 1:30 AM