I'm sorry but this IS a vent lol.. I don't know anyone who can relate to my problems so this site is where I turn!
Okay.. I feel like I have EVERYTHING going against me when it comes to having a man. I have a 5 (soon 2b 6) year old son, I'm pregnant by a man who I was kinda seeing (who i'm no longer seeing bc I found out hes a lowlife moron) so soon i'll have 2 children.. I am obese and I have very low self esteem. I literally have ONE friend and she moved to Ohio so i'd NEVER have a babysitter. I feel SO trapped. I love being a mom and I wouldnt change the relatioship with my son but man I'm NEVER going to be able to date. :( I don't know and never have known any men who would date a fat woman with a child (soon 2 be 2) children who are attached to her like i'll literally never have me and him time. It's sad.. :'( anyone else feel this way?