I've been so moody since this whole situation regarding my uncle's health. For those who don't know, he's got pancreatic cancer and is beyond any treatment. He has a month, at best, left with us. This man was like a father to me and stepped up where my father never was.
Add to that the stress of lack of finances, so much so I'm taking a pair of shoes back to the store tomorrow that I need for work because I need the money more.
The fact that I've gotta back to the doc's to have my kid's hemoglobin lab work done to keep her certification current, when I went to have this shit done almost 3 weeks ago! But someone in that damn office doesn't know what the f*theyre doing!
I've had more than enough! I've been running ragged for a month now, nonstop and could use a serious reprieve. I need a hug, some alone time to cry, sleep, and spring clean my house. Makes me wonder what the f*the most high is thinking right now. I'm tired, emotional in so many ways, and unmotivated!
I just needed to let that out. I feel like I'm all over the map :(
on Apr. 5, 2012 at 10:16 PM