So, i am now back to the country where my husband works. He is completely out of our life and doesnt even bother to check on me or our two year old son. The things he has done in the past are just horrible but something within me is still holding me back from a divorce. now that he is so close, shud i contact him and ask if we cud try counselling? i know the moment i contact he would consider it as a failure on my side but im willing to undergo this for my son and our life. i know divorce cud break my life and my sons too but accepting him is equally difficult to me though am willing to suffer for my son. what should i do ?what would you do if u were in my position?