So I have the chance to go out tonight (if I had a sitter) & Im not doing it (cuz I could ask my parents to watch the kids for a few hours). Why? Because the ppl I would be hanging out with are old classmates who I was never friends with back in high school (almost 20 years ago). There is probably 20 ppl going out tonight & I am only friends with one of them (a girl I was never friends with back then but have reconnected with lately). I WANT to go out, but have no desire to see these ppl.
So how do I go about meeting new ppl? All my friends are younger (by at least 10 years) so I have nothing in common with them & we don't hang out together outside of work. I'm tired of being this way & want to change it, but don't know how!
IDK- maybe I'm just down in the dumps because I see my ex hanging out with his friends & being with his baby mamma. I feel like the only guys who want to hang out with me are losers (one guy that is hitting on me from school is still married & I never had an interest in him back then & certainly don't now). Will there ever be light at the end of my tunnel?