I just wanted to apologize if I offended anyone with my post about my furniture. I took it down 'cause I felt like I was giving off the wrong vibe. I just wanted to share my "style" with everyone. I don't get to do this anywhere, and none of my friends have time to come see it - they all work or go to school.
I just want to know if there's anything that I can improve on when it comes to sharing these kind of things. I really am not trying to flaunt it in a malicious way, you know "HAHA YOU POOR BITCHES, LOOK WHAT I HAVE!" That's not it at all. I already know I probably get heaps of help more than most women in here. I feel like my case is extraordinary because of the amount of support and help I get...but the really sad part is, I have absolutely no real life experience NOT being so dependent on my parents. Honestly, the only independence I have from their support is school. I do everything on my own, I pay my own bills, and in the odd case which happens maybe 1 or two times a year - they will bail me out of debt with my credit card - but they know I use it to get groceries and stuff for DS. I provide them with my credit transactions. Sometimes, if I paid everything else off, I have nothing to buy my bus pass, and it's $61.10 a month.
So idk. I don't believe I'm the only overprivileged mom in here, but I probably am the only overprivileged single mom. Everyone else is married or has a fiancee or SO. I don't have none of those.
Idk, I kinda feel really shitty. I hope I didn't send the wrong vibe. I don't have anyone to share my little bit of happiness with.
Ngi ne themba - I have hope.