I broke my rule but don't regret it, I may found what am looking for.
I made a rule that I will be single for at least three months but after a month I was ready and to move on sooner am ready, I did what I taught it was best dated few accepted the offer no longer rejection. One was nuts but I met someone he is a wonderful mature guy. I never met someone that could care so much for someone especially as a single mother to be accepted by someone not just me but my kids also the whole package. he hasn't met them but he has his own also and I got mne. He talks how mine and his should be treated equal and that well taken care like his own. Its ard to explain but he is a true geniue guy. There is no rush into marriage or anything but taking it slow and day at a time. We both want to take time get to know each other very well at least a year maybe two. I am not getting hopes high but I may open and give a chance. He is a lot older more than I would want but age don't really matter guys like him are hard to find. I never felt so safe and comfortable with someone. I had a great times with him and to be treated this good by someone is something I have to get used to. I pray it goes well.