I tried to date met some that were great especially one but its like walls been built on my heart and can't let no guy in. Everytime I am with someone I fear am scared of being hurt again, my last relationship really did it for me. I can't trust instead am happier to be myself and do what I want to do. I never felt lke this before. I hope I can date again and have a relationship one day without feeling like this. For now all I want is to raise my kids be stable finish school enjoy my life. Dating is out of the questions because even just going out with someone, all they want is to jump in a relationship which I don't want.