With my son, I was alone. He left the moment he found out I was pregnant. So. I have never felt much of a connection to him concerning our son. Like I want him to be around for my son but I could give a rip if he has anything to do with me. Honestly, I prefer he doesn't.
With this baby, bf is so attentive, so involved, so caring....that I find myself getting teary eyed at the thought of getting to see him hold our baby for the first time (pregnancy hormones). Like I lived bf before but now its completely different kind of love I guess. I dunno, its different in my mind.
Have yall experienced something similar or am I off my rocker?