Well its been a couple years and I've had a baby since then (not his). & now he has a baby on the way. (His second, from two dif girls ). He's changed alot as well it seems. And we were talking about him and his pregnant girl friend breaking up and the problems they're having. And he pretty much said he wants to get back together w me.
I feel so torn. I love or have so much love for this kid! He really was my first love. We got together when I was just 16! He became a part of my family, and even lived w me for awhile. Anyways my dilema is.. I do still care so I don't want us to get back together n things not work. But I know ill always love him.
And.... I know that if my daughters father came back into the picture id end up ruining whatever relationship I was in at the time. It sounds stupid, I know. But that's just what my mind keeps telling me.
Ugh I dont even know why im writing all this. I guess it just helps to get it off my chest and talk about everything!