The kids made their father's day gifts today. I talked to their teachers and they were fine with making them for the kids Papa (my dad). When I picked them up, DS was so excited to show me what he made. I asked him who he made it for and he told me that he made it for me. I asked him if he wanted to give it to Papa, and he said "No, I just want to give it to my mommy! I love you!" I had to fight back tears because I have been stressing so much about so many things like him missing his dad, him wanting to give it to his dad like all the other kids were going to do, that I wasn't enough, so on and so forth and HE wants to give ME the fathers day gift. I feel sooo much better about everything. Thank you so much ladies for listening... or well... reading... and being there for me while I stressed out. I really don't have people outside of CM who are going through anything similar to this. So its great to be able to talk to women who have been there and who are going to be there. I still intend to do like a family counseling at some point for the kids and I, I believe we could all benefit from it. So again, Thank you Ladies!