Hey...I miss being in this group so much. I just havent had the motivation to post in here.
Now that i look back, it seems like i was on drugs or something, all the crazy stuff i was saying etc.
I have so many problems now, and no way to solve them. I cant even find a job....I miss my son like crazy, and feel like i cant live without him. I been crying over this for over a month now. I lost over 40 pounds since the beginning of May because i can barely eat.
I dont want to list all the problems this breakdown caused here......but when i think of all of them, i just feel hopeless and it seems impossible to get my life back together. I can't be happy about anything, knowing my son got taken away. I cant even watch TV.