Hey...I miss being in this group so much. I just havent had the motivation to post in here.
Now that i look back, it seems like i was on drugs or something, all the crazy stuff i was saying etc.
I have so many problems now, and no way to solve them. I cant even find a job....I miss my son like crazy, and feel like i cant live without him. I been crying over this for over a month now. I lost over 40 pounds since the beginning of May because i can barely eat.
I dont want to list all the problems this breakdown caused here......but when i think of all of them, i just feel hopeless and it seems impossible to get my life back together. I can't be happy about anything, knowing my son got taken away. I cant even watch TV.
Quoting lissetteP:
may I ask y ur child was taken away
because i was acting dellusional, and i really dont know why i was acting like that, i was saying strange things, and strange thoughts were coming to my head like someone was trying to steal my son away.and i went to the police and told them.......then they took him away and sent me to a mental hospital, which made things worse....they put me on meds, that made me act crazier and hallucinate and stuff.........it was a crazy experience.
When i look back it seems like somebody was drugging my drinks, because i dont understand why i acted to strange....and it really scares me thinking back about the way i acted and i had no control over it.
Quoting single_and_preg:
Quoting lissetteP:
may I ask y ur child was taken awaybecause i was acting dellusional, and i really dont know why i was acting like that, i was saying strange things, and strange thoughts were coming to my head like someone was trying to steal my son away.and i went to the police and told them.......then they took him away and sent me to a mental hospital, which made things worse....they put me on meds, that made me act crazier and hallucinate and stuff.........it was a crazy experience.
When i look back it seems like somebody was drugging my drinks, because i dont understand why i acted to strange....and it really scares me thinking back about the way i acted and i had no control over it.
Missed you girl-- we're here for you. I sent you PM :o)
It seems like things can only go up from here.
I know in another post you said that you had lots of debt, is there anyway you can find a lawyer and file bankrupcy paperwork so that's one less stress? Yeah it will mess up your credit but you can rebuild that later.
I can't remember where you live but if you pm me, I know of a program that maybe able to help you if you are willing. It's a long program, lasts a whole year but it has worked wonders for the women who have been through it. I even thought about doing it. It has completely turned around the lives of the women I know who have been through it.
Please let me know if you want more details.
I am so sorry, honey! I don't ''know" you, but I've seen you around this group. I really hope things get better for you. I don't judge, so feel free to PM me if you need to talk. Hugs to you!
My STBXH
- single_and_preg
on Jun. 25, 2012 at 8:21 PM