...that I'm feeling better than I have in over a month. I have my life some what under control, and I've stopped blaming myself for my marriage falling apart. I'm looking for new and better jobs, and lil man is finally moving around a lot in my belly.
I've realized that I feel sorry for my husband, because his decision to just walk out means that he will get next to no time with our kids. It's going to be hard, but damn, I'm starting to get excited about what the future might hold for me, my daughter, and my son. I'm 25 and I'm looking at going back to school for my masters. At Thanksgiving, I will have my lil man. I can't think of anything else to be more thankful for.
For anyone who has given me advice or kind words since I joined the group, thank you. It has meant a world of difference for me. :)
It sounds like you are heading in the right direction. Keep that head up and remember you can do this with or without him.
I agree with this!
Quoting iamfreeatlast:
It sounds like you are heading in the right direction. Keep that head up and remember you can do this with or without him.
I'm so glad things are starting to look positive. You are definitely not the only one to blame with regard to the marriage, it takes 2 to make a marriage work.
I bet you are really looking forward to Thanksgiving with your new little boy and your daughter and to what the next year will bring. :)
Going back to my maiden name
- jlrachal1
on Jul. 11, 2012 at 10:02 AM