About a month ago BD started emailing, saying he regretted his decision to walk out and now wanted to be involved. He asked to come to my next ultrasound. It was only a week or so away, and I said that was too soon for me to make any decisions and he could not come. I did agree to talk to him about a week later in a controlled environment, and recorded the conversation. He said how much he loved me, wanted to be involved with our son, suggested a plan, wanted to be at the birth. I told him that I didnt trust him at all. He said he understood why and he would do whatever I wanted.
Today, he decided to come to my house and tell me he had yet again changed his mind and wouldnt be a part of his life. He said, I thought a lot about it, and what if I was say doing something fun with my daughters, say, at a movie, and you called to tell me our son was sick, I am not going to be able to come running.
are you kidding me?
i admit, I let myself wish for the best. I am so near the end of my pregnancy, hormonal, worried and stressed. I cant believe this. Why did he ever come back only to change his mind again?
I am due in less than 2 months, and for a brief second, I thought my son would have a father in his life.