I'm currently 12 weeks and 4 days pregnant today with a little girl. Unfortunately she will never really know her daddy because of his ways. The state is helping me sign a restraining order against him for me and the child. I met her daddy about four months ago and thought he was picture perfect and then one day he snapped and started being aggressive. Then after that one day it just progressed into something i became so scared of. I was terrified to leave my house almost like i still am now. He abused me for two and a half months. I told him i was pregnant when i took a blood test at 4 weeks, but then i had to say i miscarried for the baby's safety and mine. It makes me feel like a terrible liar to have said that to him, but i really had to for her safety and mine. He still hit me knowing i was expecting. Another thing is im dating someone really close to me and hes willing to be there for my daughter. So far the father knows im expecting my new boyfriend's child, but im sure once the state sues him for everything he'll find out i lied. Im honestly SCARED to death that he will take my daughter away. Hes so involved in drugs and cant even support himself. Im not trying to bash on him and make him seem scummy but its the gods honest truth and it kills me that he's this way..