A few months ago I found out I was pregnant. I am currently 15 weeks and doing a bit better than I was. When I found out I was pregnant, I was scared, and then excited. My boyfriend, however, seemed to show no emotion one way or another, and he then pushed me away, all the while blaming me. Now, he has turned even my "best friend" against me, she's dating his brother so it's really no big shock. The worst part, and the reason I'm writing this post, is that he has a 3 year old son whom I've taken care of every other week since he was almost 2 years old. I love that little boy with all my heart, and I always treated him like he was my baby. I haven't seen him since we broke up and I miss him so much it hurts. I have dreams that are like nightmares, where I see him and he is so excited to see me he runs to me yelling "Weswee!". I feel like I've lost a child. I know it might sound ridiculous to some of you, and some people tell me I have absolutely no right or reason to see him again, but I miss him terribly all the same. There's nothing I can do, so I'm writing this post to vent/cry/get other opinions and stories. Maybe some with happy endings. Thanks, ladies.