Is it bad that I kinda wish bd had his house fixed up and I could start letting him take my son every other weekend? His house is disgusting. Original carpets well over 20 years saturated in cigarette smoke, bong water, and all kinds of filth from never being cleaned. Not to mention the whole place is pure nasty. It is his parents house which is now his so he has to fix it up. Visits are ok, kinda rough because my son tests him a lot. But he is being consistent and working well with me. They just have only gotten to know eachother for 3 months now. But my kid is ok and gets that this is his dad. I could use the help/break since my whole family moved far away from me. Things have been busier here. I can't drop my son off to anyone so I can make a trip to the store or take care of something anymore. I also wanna start going out again and have a life. I love my son but I am single and need help from time to time. I have done this alone for almost 5 years now.