My son is not even a year old yet and I feel like I have already failed him as a mother because I haven't been able to get his father to stay with me. He left when I was six months pregnant and hasn't looked back. I wanted so much to have a family and be happy with him but I couldn't keep him around. I feel like such a failure. And what makes it worst was that he left me for his own cousin!!! I was heartbroken and grossed out at the same time. They didn't stay together long because I told his family about them and they put an end to it, but it still hurts and makes me feel like there muct be something wrong with me if I can't keep my man from screwing his own relatives. God he even had to pass my house on the way to go see her. I must really be a bad girlfriend for a guy to do that to me.