Flash forward to today.,I have really thick hair and it takes me a LONG time to wash and style my hair. My dd is on,me constantly, will,only sleep on me so it's hard to find any time for,myself. It's been like 2 Weeks since I could wash my hair (I know gross) so I just gave in and put,my baby in her vibrating chair thingy and took a shower and washed my hair. WELL 15mins into dd is hollerin. I wasn't mad at her but irritated at my mom because she heard her but didn't get up. Now my hair is soaking wet and soapy. I went in,living room where my mom was talking on the phone and I got her swing to put in doorway and I overheard my,mom say oh,she's a good mom but just doesn't have the patience z(my baby) didn't ask to be born. My mom is always telling me how I'm a good mom and that I always have a lot of patience. She really hurt my feelings and made me cry : ( my dd was just tired she is sleeping now while I hold her.
Sorry so long just had to vent. And also my phone adds in a lot of unnecessary commas and periods.